Thank you so much. It means the world to me to know that someone out there was helped or encouraged. I have not cut in a year and a half now. I threw the blades away and now want to help others realize that they too, can throw their blades out and walk away from cutting and to never return to it again. And to know that they can heal and forgive and love themselves enough and start over. So thank you. And you are very welcome my dear. Anytime you ever need a friend or someone to talk to or if you know anyone that needs help, just send me a message.

Keep up the good work and continue to be strong. And remember that you are never alone.<3

I feel like my life is falling apart and I feel like I can’t trust anyone enough to explain what’s going on and why life is so painful right now. I am always telling you guys that you aren’t alone and to never give up and today.. I’m reaching my limit of strength and will power and belief. I feel like giving up. I feel like curling up into a ball and just fading away. I came so close to relapsing yesterday.. I haven’t cut in almost 8months and haven’t been struggling with my bulimia and anorexia as much either. I look in the mirror and still feel like I’m not quite good enough sometimes. I am my worst enemy and I judge myself constantly. I over think everything and have to be so complicated at times. So this is me, talking to you and being completely honest. I reach out and tell my story and try so very hard to help each of you who struggle with these issues because I know what its like to go through it alone. And I want you to know that I still struggle sometimes. I still suffer from depression and I have to constantly lie to myself and say that “I’m fine” You are all familiar with that lie. We all use it.
We all hit our limit at some point and I’ve hit mine. So this is me, crying out for help. I am drowning in darkness and am too numb to try and get out. I feel nothing and I feel empty.
This is why we are all here, to help each other in times like these when we are broken and about to fade away..
We need each other. And right now I need you.

This is not something that should be ignored. This is serious. People are so judgmental and sometimes so uncaring. We have all been through something. We all have a story to tell. And its time that we all stop judging others. Its time that we shut up long enough to listen to the cries of those around us. The cries of those who self-harm, who have eating disorders, who are depressed, who just want someone to care for them, listen to them and be there for them. It is time that we stand up for what’s right! People need to have hope and know that it does exist. Hope is real. Healing is real. Happiness is real. 

So, be slow to judge. Quick to listen. And remember that we all have a story to tell and we all want someone to tell it to. And sometimes all we need is someone to listen. So, think about that. And know that there is HOPE.

Skylar Grey - Invisible (by SkylarGreyVEVO

Even if you feel like you are invisible, just know that you aren’t and that we all go through things and times where we feel like no one is there. But just know that you are never alone.

So, flush the pills, throw out the razors, put the fire out and wash away the burn. Start the healing process and let go of the past.
Walk into the light. It will be alright.
Have a little faith. And hold on to your wishes and dreams and never lose Hope!
Never back down! Never give up!
Believe in yourself. And you can overcome anything.

deafening-whisper:

Trying to be less insecure.

Trying to throw out the blades.

Trying to like myself more.

Trying to sleep more at night.

Trying to eat on a regular basis.

Trying to save my friends. 

Trying, trying, trying. 

Sometimes for all my trying I’m just not good enough. But I try again despite it all.